Constant Change

Not really sure where to begin... The last 6 months have been full of more changes than the last 6 years of my life. I sold my house, got divorced, bought another house, in a town 10 miles south of the town I had lived in, my entire life. I've made new friends, lost touch with some old and have found those that will always be. I have been very surprised by the actions of some, and not at all by others. My family has been a great support system, regardless of whether or not I deserve it. For the first time in a very long time, I can honestly say I'm happy. I feel such a sense of peace, that no words can describe. I hate that I may have caused hurt to someone in order to gain happiness, but life's too short, and I'm pretty sure they've found the happiness they have never known, as well. I'm not really sure why I'm even posting this. I guess now that life has slowed down, and things are in order, I've got more time to think & reflect. It's definately been a roller coaster, but I wouldn't change a thing!

3 Doors Down - When You're Young

http://soundcloud.com/3doorsdown/01-when-youre-young

A Place in This World

Introducing: Zoey!

Well...here he is. The latest addition to our family...Zoey! I know it's only been a week and a half, but the house was just too quiet. He's a cute, playful, loveable little guy...but he's not Riley. There will NEVER be another Riley. Every morning before work I go out to visit him. It's still hard but at least I can make it through the majority of the day without bawling! I'm so glad to have friends/family that understand me. For people who don't have kids, our animals become them. If you don't understand that, or disagree with it, then i guess you don't need to bother reading. But anyway, this is the little guy we picked. Harley needed a play buddy and momma needed a friend!



Ever feel like you're stuck in a rut? That's where I am. Life is such a bore to me. I can't get excited over anything, and nothing motivates me. A messy house doesn't even phase me. I don't know what my problem is. I need a change...and a big one at that. There's gotta be something more...



On happier news, my mom had her 4 year follow-up appointment and is still cancer free! One more year to go & she'll hit the 5 year marker!

Coulda, Shoulda, Woulda...

These three words have been running through my mind a lot lately. Coulda paid more attention. Shoulda just left the little guy at home. Woulda been able to give him hugs and kisses if I'd had just done the first two.